finding the strength

Lately, I’ve been trying to pray more. It’s hard to start, and when I do, it’s shaky and unconfident. Especially in some of my lowest points, I’ve been trying to come to God with my problems. But admittedly, most of the time it feels fruitless. Like I’d have a better time just trying to figure

rediscovering self-love

I got diagnosed with a lifelong autoimmune disease, ulcerative colitis, in June of 2019. I’ve been hospitalized twice since then, and I’m still struggling to get the symptoms under control. For the past few months, I’ve been on a heavy dose of corticosteroids to alleviate my symptoms, which unfortunately don’t make me super buff, but

just start

“Just start.” “…But how?” ​I’m the kind of person that needs to have a plan for everything. My wife tells me that it’s a problem that I see things too much like a business sometimes. And turns out my best friend has similar sentiments. Although his was worded more like, “bro… you forgot how to